Category: General

Today Second Life ELF school we had a voice class, reading a comprehension of an article, and had a discussion around this. The topic we touched today is: Doomsdayers show what’s wrong with all religion. In this post, I will briefly tell you what we had discussed in the class, and besides that I will tell you what my belief is.

In the start of the class, we are told that we are not fighting with religion, we just to understand what the author wants to express. The author said religion is scam, but not really everything is a scam. Why the author said like this? The argument is that there is some of the religious people or priest always tell lie, such as the most people concerned – immortality. Or if we doing a good deed, we can going to heaven, otherwise going to hell. But we should say, this is a happy lie. Because of this, the followers are trying to do good deed, help poor people, giving helping hands to needed people. But there is some dishonest people telling people to give them money to save them from the end of the world. After May 21st, many people realized the religious statement wrong again.

Will you listen to what priest or religous people say and do what they say?

Above is all the statements we touched for today, I think it is not enough to claim the topic, but is it the religion is a scam? We should judge ourselves rationally.

My Thought

For me, as a free thinker, I do believe the existence of God, but I do not believe any religions at all. But I had tried to study all kinds of religions, either from Internet or books, to find their similarity, understand their core principle, in order to make my own principle, own judgement, to my own understanding, what is good and what is wrong, what should do and what should not do, in my life.

Many times, I don’t know, I practice scientific thinking, only something that is proved scientifically OR I really see it or feel it then I can define what the thing is true, otherwise it is false. I judge first, but not directly listen what the people say then I follow. I even said I not believing in ghost, vampire, monster, or god long times ago, but I am still not believing it, except God.

Now, you may ask me, to prove the existence of God, but I am not going to tell you, as there is no reasons why I should judge if God is exist or not. I believe God exist, He exist; otherwise not exist. God is staying in our heart, or anywhere.

God is not a substance, is not a person that you can see, is just special form created from our heart, because we need them, we need something or “someone” to listen to you, to comport you, or pray for safety.

Before year 2009, I am nothing, after the year 2009, I started to believe the God. Maybe I had done many bad things in my life last time (hacking is one of it), therefore I regretted, to repent, I followed the God, comprehended the truth, and behave what the truth stated.

To prove if the god is exist, I even can feel it by experiences. I believe if I do good thing, I may get good returns, but if I do something bad, I sure get bad luck. No matter how, if I do good thing, I felt happy, that’s good also, that’s why I follow God, and it is also a chance for me to atone.

Now, I felt well and gained confidence when I do everything in the name of God.

I pray for safety in the name of God. The safety of my family, my lover, followed by my relatives and friends, and then last, pets, is very important and must be protected, in the name of God. Safety for them is very important. Safety is the first.

I used to “contact” the God by my heart anytime, or swear an oath in the name of God with three fingers lifted up. I will not feel bad when I connected with the God.

But I am not perfect, everyone is not perfect, sometimes I did things carelessly, not in the name of God, made a lot of mistakes. But it is common. Learnt from experiences.

Last, now, “Is God exist?” will not be a question anymore.

In the name of God, I wrote this post.

Advice: don’t believe anything I wrote above, it can be rubbish, just letting you know my thoughts and you should digest and interpret by your own way.

我对我经手过的程序，虽然他们不是最好，达不到标准，有很大的进步空间，但我还是乐于重复阅读甚至分享，因为我觉得他们不是废物。虽然这些程序只占所有程序的1%。

每个程序都有灵魂，灵性。看一篇文章的写法构造。。。你可以了解作者的为人。若让我看一个人写的程序也能做同样的了解和分析。当然我所指的是高级语言，而不是低级语言。

如果你有一杯水你可以自己拥有，如果你有一桶水，你可以收在家里，如果你有一条河，你应当分享给大家。分享是一种美德，其他人感到快乐，你也会感到快乐。这是其中一个原因从事开源者持续支持开源的动力。

今天，和两个妹妹到city square逛街。原本想来看pirate的，哪知早一点的票卖完了，接下来的都很迟，所以我们就去其他地方。

我们去打game，玩了两场赛车，都很烂，过后就参她们女生玩图片找不同点的游戏，就比较厉害点。

很快的我们就去 Popular Bookstore，花了比较久的时间。我买了三本书：i) 第一本，有关如何建立及开展人际关系的。。。ii) 第二本，关于人生哲学的。。。iii) 第三本，维基解密阿桑奇的解密王国。

今天我也开始研究 Discuz X2 了，在本机里安装测试，升级了本机的论坛，过程顺利。测试了几个我编写的 Discuz X1.5 的插件，基本上不经修改，大部分功能都能使用。我测试了 Imgshow 平台，美食地点分享，和 Youtube 视频分享插件。我打算近期内专注开发升级 Imgshow 平台，支持这个 X2 新版。这次不只会修改 Bugs，也会改进使用功能。虽然东西很简单，但是还是有挑战性。另外，我打算把 DiscuzX2 系列主要在新马两地推广，支持英文版及马来文版翻译的工作(精神上支持)，我也会继续免费发布英文和中文的 Discuz 插件。

Discuz X2 基本上做出了许多改进。最让我想要的功能则是手机访问。之前我特别写了 Jquery Mobile 版的，但是写得太简单，不大好。至于其他功能改进，大多都做得比较好，但有些功能比较多余，我就会忽略。基本上，Discuz 这个平台的开发质量还是好的，毕竟只是在中国，80% 的论坛都是用 Discuz 的。最近他们也发布云平台了，观望中。

相关链接：
1. Discuz X2 下载地址: http://www.discuz.net/thread-2166762-1-1.html

Happy Birthday to my Beloved

(Re-opened at 21 June 2011)

今天我们去新开的KSL,有柜台帮忙登记选民。

然后刚好遇到KSL举办南马面子书超人气K霸赛。

然后买了一些面包我们就回家了。

在这个特别的一天，我想和你说 。。。I love you

想你了
突然发现你消失在我视野里有一段时间
变得空虚了
渐渐失去动力
只能勉强依靠神的指引
你是我的精神源泉

失去了你的踪迹
感觉和世界失去的联系
摸索不到
阴森森的 丛林中

继续沉默不语
只用文字抒发
在这里我的官方喉舌
我对你的思念
心灵上的接触
高层次的
(Hope it is connected)

继续沉默不语
这一步
说容易做的难
如果能 Hello World 这一步
是一个更加伟大的成就
要尝试
会尝试

一直躲在井里 不跳出去 不知外面的世界发生了什么
不知你是否安然无恙

祈祷
希望你平安没事

by fyhao

Today we had Second Life English Story Writing class. The rule is, the teacher will start with two sentences, and say NEXT, and the next person will do the same, and NEXT, and then the following person will continue the story. We are able to change the story as we want, by our own creative.

The persons include Alianaluz Rivera, the teacher; fyhao Feden (me), oo Broono, Ai12in Resident, soso Darkwatch, Shaddow Haven. OO Broono and me are the only two guys in today class.

Here is our class chat list: